Peach Loves Daisy
I wanna dedicate the next few lines to one of my best friends - hwo's been there for me though thick and thin. This girl is one of the most amazing human beings I've ever met, and I'll always be thankful to the universe for bringing us together. This girls name is Irene-Daisy-Naynay Hacket. I just wanted to tell the world how much I love you and that no matter what - I'll ALWAYS be there for you. You'll always have a very special place in my heart.
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It kills me that I can no longer see your pretty face everyday. But thankgod for the internet!!
Anyway, this weeks rose goes to you Daisy.
You deserve nothing but the best.
Thankyou for everything,
Love now & always
// YOUR PEACH
♥
Over You
Tack så sjukt mycket alla mina änglar för att ni gjort denna helgen
till något alldeles extra. Det var längesen jag skrattade och mådde så
bra som jag gjort de senaste 2 dagarna!! Finns inga ord för hur mycket
jag behövde detta - att umgås med gamla vänner som fick mig verkligen
att inse att jag fötjänar så jävla mycket bättre än situationen jag befinner
mig i just nu.
Jag är så sjukt TRÖTT på att alla tar mig för givet. Jag är trött på att bara
ge och ge, men aldrig få något tillbaka. Jag är trött på alla som går
bakom min rygg, men mest trött är jag på att bli tagen i andrahand.
Jag vet att jag förtjänar bättre, och tänker därför från och med nu
inte ödsla min energi på personer som inte värdesätter mig tillbaka.
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De finns inga garantier i livet,
och visst, ett liv utan kärlek -
är inget lyckligt liv.
Men ett liv utan vänskap -
är inget liv ALLS.
När ska folk fatta det?!
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Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
- Chris Daughtry
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Skrattretande
Alltså jag säger bara lol på mitt liv just nu.
Jag förstår mig inte på folk. det kommer jag nog aldrig att göra. Men det är ju verkligen sorgligt hur internet har tagit över vissa saker i folks liv totalt. Skriver man inte på fb att man mår dåligt så är det ju tydligen givet att man mår bra?! Vad hände där hade jag velat veta?! Om man inte svarar på ett sms direkt så är det tydligen givet att man är sur eller ledsen?! och min personliga favorit - folk som försöker lägga sig i och styra saker som dom seriöst inte har ett skvatt med att göra?!
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Vad jag önskar av hela mitt hjärta är att alla människor på denna jord skulle kunna börja bry sig om sig själv och sluta försöka styra vad alla andra jävlar gör.
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Det enda du kan styra och kontrollera är dig själv. That's just the way it is.
Sååååååå snälla, snälla,
snäääällllllaaaaa,
kan alla bara sluta lägga sig i mitt liv och sköta sitt eget?!
TACK!!!
godnatt. peace out.
